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wildwestheroI don't really remember it, to be honest. It's a black hole of nothingness in my mind. Charles can tell me what happened all he wants, but that doesn't mean I believe any of it. I know what memory's like. Don't know why I agreed. But anything to get rid of the madness. I don't think I was in any sort of condition to say no. Father knows best, and all that shit.
That was three years ago. I don't really want to go back either. I'm scared my life will become a series of black holes. I'll mark time on a calendar by what I don't remember, blacking out the dates until I can remember things again.
My mind is too fragile for this. I want it all to just go away. Why can't I be normal again? Or is this as normal as I'm going to get?
Andrew
[Charles approaches him and hugs him gently. There's not much else to do when Andrew's feeling like this.]
Muses: Andrew Hansen and Charles Firth
Fandom: The Chaser RPF
Word Count: 168
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.
Warnings: Talk of depression.
That was three years ago. I don't really want to go back either. I'm scared my life will become a series of black holes. I'll mark time on a calendar by what I don't remember, blacking out the dates until I can remember things again.
My mind is too fragile for this. I want it all to just go away. Why can't I be normal again? Or is this as normal as I'm going to get?
Andrew
[Charles approaches him and hugs him gently. There's not much else to do when Andrew's feeling like this.]
Muses: Andrew Hansen and Charles Firth
Fandom: The Chaser RPF
Word Count: 168
Disclaimer: Not true in any way, shape or form.
Warnings: Talk of depression.